07.18.07
Fabulous & Fantastic
Okay, I just wanted to tell y’all I have re-comitted to working out and getting in kick-butt shape. I joined the LA Sports Club today and I may even get a personal trainer (but they are expensve, especially after my recent shoe indiscretions).
LA Sports Club is supposedly so chic and hip, but all I saw was old European men hogging up the sauna! There are a lot of celebs that go there, but I’m glad I didn’t see anyone young and hip. I was a lot less self conscous. I’ll have to get some cool workout clothes though.
It was fun doing the treadmill with my ipod. I felt strong, free, powerful, beautiful & like I was fabulous with or without Wally! HA! 
I am still on an endorphin high!!
I came back to work and my friend showed me her new pilates dvd (that she is making). And Wally’s best friend did the music for it. They were all talking about Wally, making fun of him for my benefit. It sent butterflies to my stomach just to hear silly stories about him and to see how closely we are still associated in peoples’ minds.
But I definitely felt more empowered & less heartbroken hearing his name - all because of my workout!
Also, I think the Shaman feather thing is still with me. I woke up totally at peace, with the same feeling I had right after it was over…maybe I should go visit the “sacred vessel” again sometime…