03.08.07
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I think the most romantic thing anyone has ever said to me was when Sebatian told me, over the twang of Johnny Cash playing from the jukebox in the bar, that while I may not know it, or realize it, he does ‘walk the line’ for me. My heart soaked it up, along with the earnesty in his eyes, and I wanted to throw my arms around his neck and kiss him hard. But I didn’t do that because Sebastian never liked any kind of PDA. So I settled for resting my head on his shoulder in a moment of affection. I thought I felt him stiffen under the weight.
And then he didn’t call me for three days.
I’ve always been an “actions speak louder than words” kind of girl. I find that in situations like this, and particularly with boys like him, I am actually the one watching my heart - to make sure it doesn’t get broken. And something about that doesn’t seem right.